Did you know an insurance company can make you disappear?
How did they do this to me, you ask? They made my primary med so expensive that I can't afford it. Then, when the first generic finally came out - guess what? My co-pay is the same $250 as for the brand. It might as well be a million.
So, I ran out last Tuesday. I felt fine for 3 or 4 days, thought I was gonna beat this thing. But when the last of it finally got out of my system, I started with the stares. Lord, I hate that. I can't get enough to drink, I'm nauseous and shaky and I feel awful.
At least I'm showing some signs of life I still cook a little and work at doing the dishes. The laundry has come to a screeching halt. I haven't touched my book, which I had been so exited about before this happened. I was really making progress with the revisions. Now, I want to, but I just state at the computer and drift away.
I'm so afraid of what is happening. I want to go out and do some errands, but I can't get out of this chair. I've been sitting in it for hours.
I'm so quiet and still. I bet I'm already see - through.